Where do I even begin?? Um yeah.. Where have I been the past couple of months? Well I have been with a boy. And I was so involved with him I stopped writing. I got out of life groups and I changed as a person. I became a person with an attitude, bad behavior, tempted into sex amny different times and so much more. I let myself go. I stopped believing in the good Lord. I allowed this boy to affect me in a way that should have never happened. Nothing was important to me. Woo does high school really screw things up. And than I went to a church Kamp and it changed me back and did even more changing spiritually.
I realized that when I went to this Kamp thing that I needed to forgive my dad, my mom, and everyone else who has ever hurt me or did me wrong. I realized how I abondoned my relationship with God. Everything changed for me. I changed from a depressed, angry, punk of a teen to a teenager with her heart set on God. I am finally stronger. I am letting go offmy ex but it is taking its time. I am hurt by him and his words. I am hurt by treatment towards me. It wasn't meant to be and I know that.
I lost my phone and internet so I am currently writing this earlier than it shall be posted. I have my laptop but my parents have paid the billed. I am also thinking of creating a bible study website so I will post all of that when I am ready and I will have an email to were I can give advice for people on it. I might have a co-author on it. If she wants to help, I might have me a partner. I will also create a facebook page for this. I am working on the name and stuff still but this is all a thought process.
I cannot say how thankful I am for all of you guys! For supporting me and helping me throughout this process. Ya'll have a blessed day/night! Goodnight!!!
-The Strong <3
