Tomorrow I begin my life at a new school, a new home, and a different world. I hope to make many friends and no enemies. I have hope for the new. I can't wait for the new things, God has in stored for me. I am excited, yet nervous for tomorrow.
I had seen the movie Courageous. I had felt a deep powerful connection to it. It all started with the father being mad at his father. I know his position, except, I would have not have want to know my dad at some times. I begin to reopen my heart back up to God. This is something I have had trouble doing. I know I need God. I know I need someone there to help me forgive my dad. I sure as hell know my dad isn't perfect. I sure know, I am not either. I know that. I know I hurt my dad. I know what I did. But does he? This is where I really need God to take a skillet to his head and say"Get your act together. It's your girls or her girls? You need to open your heart and be there for them girls. Listen to your girls. Start acting like the father I need and tell you to be!" Sadly, my dad won't listen. I don't want to be angry at my dad. I want to have a realtionship with him. I just need him to listen. Here is the theme song of the movie.
I am a fan of Casting Crowns!(: They are an amzing band! Them and Toby Mac have helped me through a lot. I want to thank them! So thank you! Well I better get off and take a shower and go to bed! Goodnight everybody!
-The Happy!(:
You're a brave girl, you're stronger than you know.
ReplyDeleteYou are stronger than you even realize! This is a wonderful thing... new beginnings, you deserve this!
Beauty isn't always strong, and isn't everything. Maybe I'm not sure what you mean..."Beauty is strong and the power to go on is weak." Beauty is on the inside. You are beautiful on the inside and out. But not all people are beautiful, and some who are beautiful on the outside are not strong at all, and need others to make them feel that way. You can be strong with what you have, inner and outer, and now your Mom is going to listen, and I believe that. Hopefully, your Dad will realize he needs to listen, and before it's too late.
Thank you very much! This means a lot to me.
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