Recently, my bestfriend has devopled a crush but to him he thinks I like him back. I have sent a very clear message that I am not. He says he understands but than tells my bestfriend Kay that I like him. Well now that is just enough to make anyone mad.
Another thing he is doing is he has become very over-protective and clingy towards Kay and I. None of my friends want to hang around me with him around. He threatens my friends and my family. He will not stop. He is also a touchy feely guy. He likes to wrap his arms around me and I don't like it. I am not a touchy person with my guy friends. It gives the message that I am leading them on and I want something more than with them. That's why I am like that. I have repeatedly told him to stop. I don't like it. He continues on.
Yesterday, I went to church and invaded my church space. I feel the most safe at church. He was rude and kinda even demanding. No one was mad at him at the time. Things got worse. And they continue to progress. I was suppose to got to a movie and a concert. I don't want to go now. I have talked to his mom and she knows why.
Things calm down with my ex than turn around and get worse with my bestfriend. I am stressing out now. I feel so empty again. And I am fixing to go nuts again. Thats it for now. Bye!
-Her <3
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