When you wake up, do realize what you wish for?
Will you cry for what has happen?
Remember never to die, because you can always live in the hannds of God

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Given Not Taken

I have been listening to this new band. Though their music is mainly about sex they have a few good songs. They are always willing to help their fans. Last night there was a post from them giving a number saying how they didn't want to lose another fan to self harm. It was amazing to really read that. This band is called Blood On The Dance Floor. Amazing guys.
 It made me really think about all the self harm I did. I really want to help others out there like Demi Lovato, Pete Wentz, myself and others. There is so much to teach others in coping and healing and I think the way to start really is Love. Knowing that God loves you.
 I was real down in the dumps after my dad kicked me out. I honestly didn't believe in God. I thought He was not real. Then I begin a bible study. I learned that I was never abandon and that I am loved. I am still learning how to forgive. Mom says it is time but it takes time forgive. She doesn't need to be telling me it's time to forgive. Because it took her well over a year to heal. I will forgive my dad. I just need to be away from him.
 Healing really starts with knowing God loves you. It is better to have that understanding.  You are never abandon and you are never alone. Never hide what's going on inside. Speak up before commit self- harm! Not only are you giving up but your giving up on bands like Blood on The Dance Floor who really look out for their fans.

"Love never fails!" 1 Corinthins 13:8
It truely doesn't. God gave us one life to live for Him!

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