I know I didn't do this last weekend, I was grounded from my computer because of fighting with my sister anyways. Here is the start of it.
*My mom and her issue with HS.
*My dad and his forgiving and whatever process. (I am still mad at him)
*My friend and his dad who is in the military.
*My mom's friend whose sister is in the hospital.
*My little sister. She has been through a lot. She has a very angry attitude and needs some prayers to fix it. She loves to argue and not listen. Kinda like her father. I am not trying to bash her or anything in that I am ticked off at her.
*And to all the homeless people and parents. To anyone who needs prayer.
The morning started pretty great. My mom's boyfriend picked on me and I started to get ready for church. I was all ready and I decided to go get my phone and listen to music. As I went to unlock my Father had sent my a message saying "I guess your not going to talk to him." I told him I felt hurt by what he had said. And as usual he always turns back on me. Not understanding what I want or my needs. Thanks Daddy! Your a real awesome Dad! Not! During church I leave my phone is the truck. I was listening to the message when I heard the Pastor say " Take a complex situation and turn it into a simple one. I thought about that for awhile. I came to me how I can make a simple situation from the complex one I am with my dad. I am still thinking about it but it seems pretty freaking obvious that there isn't one in my situation. I really don't know what to do with this mess. Well after church. We ate burritos and I went to check my phone. His lovely wife had sent me messages asking how I was doing. I really don't trust her or my dad. Or anyone in that house except the babies. Because they don't know what the hell is going on. I don't know wether I should tell them how angry and upset with I feel with all of them or not? So now I am here listening to Lifehouse and writing this blog post trying not to cry.
I guess I need to take a walk and do some thinking. I am off for now guys. Bye
-The Hurt
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