For about 2 weeks now I have had an incredibly painful ache in my stomach. I don't what it is, but it sure does bother me a lot. Yesterday I fell on my stomach and the pain increased. I am out of basketball for awhile and all I have to really worry about is my grades for the upcoming semester. Today would count the end of my Christmas break.
My Dad joking around, called me fat today. Of course I teased back and threw a pillow at him for it, but than I realized it had hurt me a lot more than what I had thought. My dad has always had some really cruel jokes. He makes fun of my step mother's chest. Though she knew it was a joke, I am pretty sure it had hurt her. My dad at one time called me a mistake as a joke. I didn't talk to him for many days because of it.
I really do miss my mom's house. I wish I could live with her and see some of my new friends I had made there. Things are peaceful there and there are no hard jokes. I sure hope soon, the sun will go down on my long stay here this small town. I will never know the beautiful sight of happiness.
Thank you all who are following and even get other people to follow my blog! I will try to follow everybody else's! I make sure of it! Well for now, goodbye!!!
-The Helpless
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