The Tears of Goodbye

I am thought my heart was breaking before hand. It's even worse. To know your not wanted. To know that your being abandon all over again. Except this time, you know he doesn't want to see you. Ever again.Yeah, I just can't the shit going on. I am on that small line. A very thin, breakable, damaging line. A line between life or death. My heart is leaning towards death but my mind is leaning to life. Which will over power which. I am so destroyed. Yeah, have a thick skin! Screw you! You can't have a thick skin and than get told your nothing to someone anymore. Yeah it really sucks. I am in so much pain and I never thought it would become this bad. I am juts happy that I will be relived of it in 2 days. That's all I need. No one is going to listen and no one is going to care. Why should I care. I won't go back to my Dad. He doesn't want to see my, than fine. Because I don't want to see him.
  My dad says my mom will make me do slave work and take my money. She will only use me for money. Look, what he did. If you blame someone for something, than you must have done it. My dad, used my money and has never paid me back. Some Dad, eh? He really isn't my father. Father's are kind and gentle. They know what to do. My father is cruel and harsh. Very much true. I am done with living here and trying to make things work. They only things left here for me is my stuff and he is going throw it away. He will do his best to get rid of me. Goodbye!