A letter to you!

  Dear Dad,
Am I really that much of a burden to you? Do you even care about my happiness or is it just money?! You think because I called a hot line, CPS was called on you? That was your fault. Not mine. Do you care your youngest daughter is being bullied? Even me? Just because this all started over a stupid misunderstanding. Wow, the prize of most dramic father gose to you! I just wished I had my mom or grandmother to be at my doc's app. Your wife, shouldn't be there. I am sorry. I feel strongly about this. Yes, I understand that she needs to be in there. Because your chicken! I understand it all to well. Unfortunatly, you don't!
  I am selfish, cruel, vindictive, stubborn, conceited, self centered. I am everything you don't want! I know who I am. I am not your daughter because I don't want to live here with you. Ha, wow your an ass. I am so feud up. I ma done. I can't work things out with you. YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME! How am I suppose to make things work with someone like you? I want to be happy here yes. You don't want me to come back. I won't. I am so tired of everything. Your B.S. Your drama. STD's man! STOP THE DRAMA! Oh you thought the other thing didn't you. Ha, no I have not had sex. Don't want to either! You are just a jerk. A womanizer. How long will your wife stay around. Maybe 2 years!
  I don't hate my step mother. I actually quite like her. You think I don't but I do. Yes, we may not get along and I don't like some of her food. But, she can keep her shit straight. You have lied to her. I hope she is strong enough to take your battle your about to give her. It's not her. IT'S YOU! It's always been you!
  I forgive you, I just can't forget that. I know I am not perfect. I know I am not what you want me to be. I know that I hurt you! I know I am hurting you by leaving. YOU HURT ME! YOU HURT ME BY MAKING FEEL UNWANTED! THANKS FOR ABANDONING ME! AGAIN!!!! HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!?! My school life sucks. I can't do what I want. People harass me and I just get mad! This week has been terrible. You know it to!
 I don't hate you! I love you! You just make everything so suffocating and hard on me. I hate that you always yell over stupid things. You are harsh. You seem like all you want is money. You showed me who you were that night. I seen the man you were. I know you all to well, mister. I never wanted to hurt you! But you hurt me for the final time. You must hate me. You want me to leave. I am no daughter of yours. You can't stand me. Your mad because I called you a fake? Your mad my little called you a leir? Wow, thanks. This week has offically sucked! Her daughters can have my room. I promise you, I won't be around to see you. You don't want to see me again. Fine, I don't care anymore. I really can't take this anymore! Just what do you think you want? I really hate being held up all the time. I want things. I have dreams. I am starting my life. MINE! Not yours. I am done with all of this! So please don't talk to me. I don't know you! I am not your daughter, apparently! So eanjoy and eat that! Bye
-Your oldest daughter </3

Tonight has really sucked. It has really hurt me everything has. I am just done with all of this. I won't kill myself but I am going to forgive! I WILL NEVER FORGET! That really hurt me. what he said hurt me bad. I just can't breathe anymore. I can't hold back anymore. I can't keep fighting. I am going to lay down my sword and let God take control. I just hope he does me right for once. I am out!
 
    -The Helpless