When you wake up, do realize what you wish for?
Will you cry for what has happen?
Remember never to die, because you can always live in the hannds of God

Monday, January 16, 2012

Same Drama, Different Day

Everyday there is some kind of pathetic drama. The stupid little junior high kids are just really aggravating and then the little kids are to. These kids have the type of attitude of  I am boss and the queen. You do what I say and I say what I mean. It really gets old. I get so tired of it. I just wanna punch them all in the face and tell them to f- off. The freaking suck and make me mad. I only like a few junior high kids. One of them will be a freshman next year. She is an awesome anime freak. I love her to death. She may get mad at me on certain days but she is always there for me.
  My dad and his wife are back to fighting. It is not as bad, but it is starting to get on my last nerves. It is getting old. To many people to have fighting especially in a small house that is under construction. Gosh, I am so mad at my dad. I just want to take a frying pan and hit is against his head. He sorta deserves it. I just wish I wasn't so angry. I just wish all my anger would go away. I am growing old of the pointless drama. I get angry all the time and I can't help. I get told to stop, but it's hard when it's boiling inside of you and it boils over so hard and fast, it blows up on everyone.It's their fault for not getting me help. It's there fault that I am in pain. Everything is. I am done for right now. I am just giving up on everything I do now. All the fighting. I am done. I am growing old of it.
   Nothing more than that. I am for now. Later.

                 -The Helpless

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