I have many things daily in my life that just help me through my day. I do a lot people watching. I was sitting on the stage at school, while the girls were practicing and I listened to one of the balls bounce, with 3 or 4 of them bouncing. This one made a funny sound. I was laughing at it. It was the fact that the person dribbling the ball couldn't see the ball at all.
The other day, I held a new joy in my life is my new nephew. He was born the other day. Holding a newborn is a feeling of complete living. You hold them and you lose all the thoughts of death and pain. You forget everything. The pain. The guilt. The life. All of it. Gone.
Everyday is a new pain. Which brings a new gain. I never get over things and I still fight for life. I feel like I am suffocating. Being held between death and unhappiness. Holding on to what life I have. I grow old of the same pain.
I guess I am tonight. Goodnight.
-The Helpless
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